and i need to clean my room HARDCORE because my MOMMY is coming tomorrow morning. i still need to call her. like half an hour ago.

i got gaybashed at celebrities this week. that was fucked. i'm fine. it was verbal and coulda been worse, but still. it upset me. (i wish jeff woulda been there to beat him up)

my friend amanda (long lost best friend from junior high) came into town, we got to hang out today which was great.

things with aoife have been really nice. i'm really happy she's (back?) in my life. i'm sorry to everyone who has grown exhausted trying to understand what's happening with us. i don't have any words anymore. i'm just happy.

i'm excited for my mommy to come. we are getting massages on saturday. neither of us have had one before. i'm stoked for that.

and aoife is moving to the void next tuesday. also cool.

and i am picking up the rental car tomorrow morning. driving baby. i'm excited about driving.

i'm so tired. i just want to curl up into a pile of mush and die. but also i'm very happy.

there. that's the best i can do. gnight.