wow. maybe it's the blue sky. maybe it's the coffee. maybe it's a manic spell. but i feel fucking fantastic. i'm trying really hard to be
authentic (only jackie has to try hard to be authentic...) but it's been a great day. me and aoife met up quasi accidentally today and had a coffee and a really nice chat. i know we'll need
some time before we can launch our successful friend-career...but we're really gonna be okay. i really know it. at least all during the day i feel pretty positive/optimistic/happy. the time between 12 and 1am is still a bit tough, but hey, that's human. plus, hanging out today, i think, totally took the edge off of the taboo of seeing each other again. i call her 'champ' or 'tiger' now, and punch her gently on the shoulder. it's nice. i could get used to it.
other reasons why today rocks:
- it is crispy/springy beautiful out. i love this.
- i got m-bot's new zine today. which totally rocks.
- i got off work early
- i might hang out with horner tonight
- i was listening to modest mouse today, and it totally reminded me of camp/last summer and made me totally happy (world at large and float on, cmon, who can resist?)
- i am DEVOURING a huge portion of perogies with cheese and sour cream. mmmmmm. (boiled then fried....oh yeah baby!)
- i think i got paid
- i am healthy and everyone i know is healthy(ish)
- on my way home, there was a little kids 45 player in a little red suitcase sitting on someone's curb. it was all dusty and surely doesn't work. but i took it anyway.
things i want to do in the next week:
- eat meat.
- storm the pit/get drunkish
- use spraypaint
- buy pretty clothes
- see pretty vancouver things with crystal
- make lists
feeling good. now anyway. and now is where i've been trying to focus on anyway, so right on...
